quick scribbles: 02.04.26 / had taken time off from blogging / life became too overwhelming at the start of the year / did not know where to place the words / complicated feelings / the world, my world coming apart at its seams / everything was louder / not enough silence / no prayer / putting pebbles of hope in pockets / carrying on / living a new kind of life / an undoing / feeling like the nature of living as a human is at a crossroad / veering to go towards the softness of nature, animals, water, of being alive / the city tires / the running is not attractive / more and more old reading / old habits / old ideas / a returning / a returning to the blog too / soon / 🌳💌